watched tristan & isolde the movie yesterday and had to stop after 10 min. awful stuff. it's like eating beef tongue.

anyhoo, i've been pretty tired with work & life in general. i think i get pretty hung up on LIST OF THINGS TO DO, and believe me, it's not fun stuff on that! so there i was, waiting for the R train on the 59th street station, feeling restless yet fatigued, when i looked up suddenly and saw the word JESUS scrawled on a dusty door on the wall, right opposite of the platform. whether it was a joke by someone (to cross the track, then write that...) or not, it gave me a bit of a mental jolt. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!