o..m..g...i just spent 10 hrs babysitting. sure, my bro & sis-in-law were in and out but they basically had to do their errands today so i babysat - feeding him b'fast, lunch, and dinner. also, playtimes (basically you're "on" 24/7). he only napped 2 hrs (apparently that's a record!). i just bathed him while he was screaming, getting him into PJs, omg, i'm so tired. my back hurts, i'm half drenched. omg...

i don't think i can be a mother. i'm already tired and want to go to bed!