yesterday, i was talking to my mom and it was a very good in-depth talk, kind of like mother-to-daughter thing over marriages, relationships, etc. kind of talks i always wish i had during college years but instead we only fought over nothings.

during college, i had really bad manic depression and i was seeing a shrink who wouldn't given into my plea of giving me prozac. he was really a wonderful person, who listened to my crazyness (i guess that's what they're suppose to do) and saw me over the 6 years i was in school. i think i really grew to listen to my own self, etc. with him. he was really a special human being.

yesterday, while talking to my mom, i saw his face for a sec - i think because i used to vent to him about what a horrible mother she was, etc. HA HA! anyway, so i called his # - and sure enough, same #! so i said HELLO BLAH BLAH BLAH!

just now, he called me back! i too have the same number since 10 years ago (yes, i'm one of those consistent people) and he was SOOO HAPPY TO HEAR MY VOICE!!!! and he sounded exactly the same. of course, he can't tell me ANYTHING about himself as usual, except that his office moved to another location and he asked me all kinds of things - he remembered! it was so touching. he really was a good person. because i saw him for free @ school, when summers came, i couldn't afford to see him (as school was officially over, therefore didn't cover his fees), he asked me how much i can pay him to see him. at that time, i thought he was being very mean, when he knew that i had NOTHING to spend money on anything but school dorms etc. and he then gently asked "because i need to see you during summer, may i suggest something? please tell me if this is too much. how does $5 for the hour session sound?" i cried, needless to say, because of his generosity. and yes, i did work everything out. i was basically crazy because of my music, my family having gone bankrupt, etc. (plus i'm sure the hormones didn't help either.)

this made me very happy today! (i know, it's pretty random)